All things told, this is a fantastic problem to be having. If you’d told me a year ago that my main issue with work would
Week one of this foolhardy experiment is complete! I have decided not to interview for the horrible-looking marketing position that seemed keen to have me. I’m sure
I find it very hard to get it through my head that, no, I won’t “finish this bit off tomorrow”*. I’ve always had a bit of an issue coming to terms with things ending. This might be the longest thing that I have ended.
It’s like untangling headphone wires: this knot needs loosening before that knot can be undone, but this loop is in the way of that, so… wait, which knot was I trying to undo?
If I try to identify a thread that runs through the negative areas of my life – lateness, half-finished tasks, frustration – it is a lack of calm and clarity.